I've been thinking a lot lately. I've been feeling a lot lately. When I'm not in my happy place, where is it that I go to? I never thought I'd be in between. Always aiming to be joyful. I never want to let that feeling go, why can't I just ride it out into forever?… Continue reading GRay aRea
Your bondage wasn’t meant for me
My black skin, my strong features, my curvy figure... who am I? My self-hate, my dysfunction, my empty pockets… who am I? What did you leave behind for me? Was this your goal? Am I the one to pick up the baton you handed over to me? I don’t want it. I don’t want what… Continue reading Your bondage wasn’t meant for me
Will I ever Love Me?
Forgiveness
Is it possible to truly forgive someone? Can we really come from a deep place of love that we are understanding of people and their dysfunctions? I don't think I'm there yet. It's not that I don't want to be, it's just that I haven't fully grown to engulf myself in pure love for those… Continue reading Forgiveness
Overwhelmed
I didn't blog yesterday and I'm pretty upset about it. Have you ever felt like your life had to be together immediately? And if it isn't, everything will fall apart? I'm doing my best not to look at life that way, but I feel as though I have a lot on my plate. I know… Continue reading Overwhelmed
Gratitude
What are you thankful for? I remember not long ago (literally last month) being miserable and angry all the time. I never took the time out to appreciate the things that I had in my life. I'm talking about good and bad. I believe that when we are in a funk or depression we tend… Continue reading Gratitude
Residuals
When we say sorry does it take away the hurt and pain? Does it take away the after effects of our betrayal and disloyalty? Why is it that we are quick to apologize, but not as quick to look at the situation to learn and grow from it? I feel we are all in a… Continue reading Residuals
Better days
Looking forward to better days, I know it sounds cliche. It's true though. I'm having better days. My days have become filled with happy positive thoughts. I feel uplifted, untouchable, joyful. I'm growing......... Am I? Who's standards am I measuring myself up against? Can I really take advice from someone who hasn't self reflected? Someone… Continue reading Better days
Close enough
When do we realize that some relationships just won't work. Is it when you start to break down and abuse one another verbally and perhaps physically. When do you say I've had enough? Sometimes I feel like I'm giving up on people and relationships, like I should be putting in more work. Why? Don't I… Continue reading Close enough
Where Would I Be?
I chose this title because it's the question that I have been asking myself lately. It describes me sort of. I'm in the process of finding out who I am, where I want to be, and what I want to do with my life. A little backstory, my name is Asha Kali*. I am a… Continue reading Where Would I Be?
Success
I believe this is a question we all ask ourselves. We wonder how other people have gotten to the point where they have everything they need and want in life. Is it just simply money that deems them successful? Are there other factors of success? What're the three points that contribute to our success and… Continue reading Success